My word it’s been a long time
So, I just looked at the last time I wrote and it was over 4 months ago…I really can’t tell you what I’ve been up to, it’s been so fast and I’ve just been, well, lifing.
That’s pretty awesome actually, that I can’t recall. That tells me that I’ve been in flow, no longer trying to force something to happen. I’m grateful for that.
It feels like I’ve taken a break from UTM, and while I haven’t, maybe it’s a little bit true that it’s been a smaller priority because I did in fact fall back into a full time gig that I enjoy (mostly). I miss being able to start the day on my terms, I miss being able to snug puppies anytime I want to, and I miss being able to be home whenever I’d like. But, alas, it was meant to be and literally fell into my lap so I allowed for the opportunity to unfold.
I miss publishing WMM every week, and I miss writing to you all each day, staying abreast on the happenings in 3D but it also felt kind of good to disconnect for a minute from my work/healing. Sometimes a break is good from even things that feel good to us. I have gotten to play in the intersection of human and soul - the magic - for several months now.
Something pretty freaking cool that I met with my full awareness was a perfect stranger coming up to me and bowing in recognition of my powerful soul. We have clearly known each other for many lifetimes and it was great to see them again. That’s the magic - how cool is it that our human selves found each other here, and our souls knew each other immediately? It gets to be that cool.
So anywho, happy Full Moon/Mercury retrograde/etc all the things. I did a 3 card pull this morning as we’re in the latter post shadow of the Full Moon and I wanted to share what I received and how I’m interpreting.
1 - ‘I focus on what is working’…this hit home as it relates to my “new” crazy schedule of owning a business, having a 9-5, a family and home to take care of and being thrust into beholdenness to outside of me.
When your day is jam packed to the gills with “to do’s”, it’s so easy to focus on what throws a wrench into that jam packed day…and, then that energy builds and builds and builds until you’re only focusing on what’s happening “to” you, rather than what is happening for you.
I have recognized this energy recently, looking around me at what needed “fixed”, so pulling this card was obviously no coincidence. I received this fully and said, oh yes, oh right, look at all that is amazing and perfect. So instead of sending an itemized list of things to my team to “fix”, I simply sent a reminder for consistency and I ended it with, “have fun” - because, why not? Work doesn’t need to be a slog, it can be light, and I never want anyone to feel dread when heading into earning.
So, what is working in my life right now? Well, everything, but more specifically is 1. I’m earning consistently 2. I have exactly what I need right now in a team, a partner, a home and 3. I get to take an active part of my free time to support my interests and loved ones.
2 - ‘I have unlimited potential and claim my purpose. All I need is within me’…YES!! I kind of want to put this on a tshirt…actually yes, lemme go do that right quick…
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We are sold a bill of goods when we are younger/growing up that “money doesn’t grow on trees” and you can’t just “do anything” and be successful in life. What a load of bollocks.
The actual truth, the universal truth that is bigger than anything we can actually grasp on this plane, is that anything is possible and you can literally do/be/feel anything. Imagine how powerful that is, and that of course that has to be wrong, else everyone would realize that we don’t need anything outside of ourselves and then money wouldn’t be powerful and the “mighty” systems would fail.
Those who understand this find the magical intersection between being an infinite soul, and having a human experience. That’s the magic that I always speak of. Every night when I lay down, I feel peace and magic as I return into my heart space and remember that within me, I am safe and ok always. That is my truth.
3 - ‘I am ready, thank you’…YES this too and did I mention that all 3 cards have full moons on them (again by no coincidence) to show to and validate to me that everyone is working with me? For me, stating out loud that I am ready means that I am surrendering to the flow that the universe has in store for me. My only job as a human/soul is to trust and navigate and to meet my life as it unfolds. Choosing to navigate toward what feels good or what is a “hell yes” in my energy field is the way that I take aligned action. This is what this means. When you are going with the motions (not flow) and simply doing what needs to be done out of beholdeness to a system that was never designed with you in mind is not taking aligned action.
And, because yanking it all apart at once can also be forceful/traumatic, all you need to do is to adjust little tweaks day to day. It doesn’t need to be all at once because again, your root chakra will be in shambles.
I am ready, thank you means not being in control. Also, sidebar, control is cute because it’s jut not something that is real. When you are able to grasp this, it’s life changing.
For now, I have an energy headache and I’m going to sign off but it’s been great to be back and share a bit of what’s in my orbit. With consented hugs,
Coach Amy