How to Hold the Line
I had a mirror shown to me this week, of old limiting beliefs around money. That, yes, money is required in this life and, also, the power at which I’m holding my vibration and my light far transcends any amount of money I could earn. It’s like, the trust and faith in knowing what I’m here to do hasn’t quite made its way to the physical reality quite yet in regards to building and maintaining a business in today’s world that is only deemed successful by the money it makes - and the very real human cycle of requiring money to sustain life.
Admittedly, I retreated into old habits when faced with this challenge - I immediately began applying to 9-5 jobs that are ultimately not the right fit but that would give me immediate money. I was smacked in the face today with this realization, I fell for it, I took the bait. It’s ok and I have so much grace for myself as we’re all being asked to navigate the human existence.
More than one thing can be true at once, you’re running low on money, and you know that you’re always going to be ok. You will always land on your feet. Despite the mound of debt I’ve accrued starting my business, it’s like, even though the “payback” isn’t here yet in the physical reality, I know that the light I hold is acting as a beacon to call in the opportunities to expand my business and ultimate success.
Each time I lower my vibration to meet the 3D limitation of what is really happening, my physical reality reflects that. It can be a vicious cycle to constantly call in what you don’t want based on the only thing we know in life which is, we’ve got to have money to survive. Yes, and, it’s so so so much bigger than that.
When you are creating the new way to do business in life, pioneering the rebirth of humanity, and ushering the world into a new way of existence, the energetic ask is that you trust in that calling so fiercely that the universe has no choice but to support you in your physical reality. It’s when that trust waivers that there’s a struggle between what it takes to live this life and what you are creating. It’s especially difficult when those that you love feel a very real panic or fear as well.
Our job is to observe without absorbing, feel empathy and support for them while holding the line, holding our light toward what we KNOW to be true about our journey here.
It’s…hard…
It unfortunately becomes a blocker for your own energy and for what you’re calling in. I have realized this…I experienced a great growth journey over the summer and August was an embodiment of that journey - it wasn’t fun. I had received guidance in January this year that my business would come to a halt at the end of June, and it did. I always receive a pause like this when I’m ready to welcome in a new phase of opportunities or clientele.
My trust was shaken, I was met with the foreboding “what if” it never comes…what does success look like…what if I never make a profit…what if what if what if.
All valid, and all noise.
The unequivocal truth in this life is that if you’re following your soul’s mission, you can literally never fail. That’s the good news. The hard news is that it often asks you to revise what success and failure looks and feels like, and how to step out of that duality of one or the other.
The other truth is, if you FEEL good about what you’re doing each day, then your energy naturally rises so that you can be sent that vibration in return.
Create what is your soul aligned action and release it into the world so that your peeps can find you, and, oh by the way, when you hold your light at the vibration required to call in your people, your guides work on your behalf to reach them in another dimension to ping them toward you.
That’s the how.
So, big lesson for me this week. I can be supportive toward what it takes to live in my physical life, while holding my light toward what I’m creating on the soul plane. That is the way I’m going to bring it forward into my lived reality. I trust this. I know this. I create this.